Just stumbled onto this photo and realized how tall Ryan was in 2004. He had such great posture. He was a proud person who always had to have his hair just so and his clothes stylish. Von Dutch ? I think that was really popular at the time but for the life of me I...
One of my big fears is that I will lose my photos of Ryan. Lots of his friends sent photos to me via email and I saved on my hard drive. So I backup nightly, I have amazon backup storage, dropbox storage and two portable drives. Lol, I guess Ryan is rolling his...
Sometimes I get frustrated that the only thing I can do for Ryan is put new flowers on his grave or buy some trinket that I put there until its picked up by the cemetery. But the last years I have tried to do something positive on his birthday. This past birthday I...
Today is Ryan’s Birthday and I can only imagine how things would be if her were alive today. Would he love FaceBook, what kind of car would he drive and what would he look like. When you lose someone at 32 years old they are frozen young. He will remain my...
One of my favorite stories about Ryan is when he was about 10 years old he wanted to open a birthday gift early. I said no it’s not your birthday and he said “Mom, Its my Birthday Season”. Most of us had a birthDAY he had a season.
